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In Solitude​.​.​. I'll Watch You Fall (Digital Release 2015)

by Mantra

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Symbolic moments Up until now, you have spent your life among the shadows Living a life so empty so sordid Sucking the goodness from innocents to feel alive Piecing together their final sentiments Broken hopes, Fragments of what they used to be Remembrances, blurred witnesses Of what you used to be Inhale the white dreams To sedate your lifetime demons Drink the crystal tears To drown the screams of guilt You don’t deserve forgiveness You don’t deserve absolution How far am I willing to go to break those chains once and for all? Dawn is too cold and grey for you So you move in the night In this nauseating circus that you call life Now you must pay the price The price of living for nothing but solitude You don’t deserve forgiveness You don’t deserve absolution How far am I willing to go to break those chains once and for all? You despise the outside Because you are dead on the inside How far I am willing to go to break those chains once and for all
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Reflected on blood Pursued by the demons of his own rootless life Asphyxiated by the loneliness that numbs He decides to play God Choosing who lives and who dies Followed by shadows he walks through flames The truth behind his smile silences a predicted death Condemned to be a daydreamer His reality becomes his fantasy Where whispers from the innocents Keep him away from the light. Visions that he has not total control of Become part of his daily existence No more resistance to translating desires into action Addiction to killing Your life has no meaning The smell of fear Leads me to your demise I am not a mistake of nature I am what you made me I am the projection of the lie you live You cry, you beg I’ll put you out of your misery You live and you die I’ll finally set your soul free
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Hate lay hidden For ten seconds I froze time For ten seconds I watched the world around me. Static silhouettes, tense and calm One man's misery is another man's fortune Tears of pain wash away the dirt where you stand The dirt where you walk You bastards! Scavengers of human ignorance An extremely destructive act Justifying actions with empty words No remorse for the fallen ones Trying to win a lost war Using power as a personal weapon From a distance I watch and stand still I will be a shadow in your conscience When the light disappears The calm surrealism that illuminates your beautiful life Will turn into ashes, will turn into hell Chaos will write your future Death is waiting at the edge of your life You choose your destiny You have the key to keep the demons away Open your eyes The power is in your hand Let them hear your voice aloud The voices aloud
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Away from the shore Great ambitions Delusions of what you used to be Lost in confusion Your mind betrays you Losing sight of your true north Lies walk by your side Is all or nothing? What would you sacrifice? I hear your call As a whisper in the wind Away from the shore To reunite with the pure light Observing yourself from outside Misery absorbs you As hopes written in the sand Would the waves wash your sins away? Thinking in black and white Seeing your dissolution Following the shade lines As your only reasonable choice
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Rapid Eye Movement Closed eyes – Dark embraces the light Lying still while my past falls apart Projections rise from the deepest desires Fast pulse – Cold embraces the dark Brain waves – the evil grows inside Creating an illusion from a life beyond reality Building your own world Self generating ideas to destroy what could be real Painting walls with your tears Believe in yourself That’s an idea your conscious mind would never accept Open your eyes Feeling you don’t understand won’t let you breath Won’t let you be Killing me would just wake me up But insanity will reign in your world You dream to be awake I have to die to be alive Let me into the deepest recesses of your mind I will show you a truth that you had once known But chose to forget This is not a real world Death was not a necessary escape
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Fear what you will become Once again, the morning comes Another day trying to find A simple reason to live or die So much is lost I can’t see hope in what lays broken And it seems like it’s going wrong again Cold runs through my veins Can’t stop the voices in my head So weak, so vulnerable When the sky turns red And the rain falls down on my face I lose my sight to the eyes of death Tired of living in hell Feelings growing inside From thoughts that burn my mind Day by day everyone looks the same Walking to the unknown Standing in the dark Night by night everyone hides Looking into the mirror Decisions have been made Watching only the dead passing by Open the doors and follow me How low can I descend? To the place where nobody ever goes How high can I ascend? And see the light for the first time Once again, the daylight has almost gone Another day trying to find A simple reason to live or die So much is lost I can’t see hope in what lays broken And it seems like it’s going wrong again
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Prayers of the unseen Controlling the masses With unimaginable punishment A state of fear and servitude To degrade and humiliate Practicing self denial Polarized against each other Unwary tools for evil Vile acts that reveal their true nature Misery covered with gold Promises betrayed by sin A choice induced by remorse A path fueled by filth Obeying their god's rules Looking up to the sky Worshipping an invisible ruler in another realm A slave production line A twisted and perverted attempt To force our damnation and downfall In the eternal flames of disgrace Lines written by the hands of humans To condemn and manipulate Blessing your behavior and pulling you under To serve the word of their faceless god The Powers of the Mass Mind
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On the Threshold I am standing on the threshold of eternity at last As reckless of the future as I have been of the past I am void of all ambition; I am dead of every hope The coil of life has ended, I am letting go the rope I start to lose my breath And once again see death Face to face I see that life for me Just isn't supposed to be Already dead but living, a fact I regret A man without desire excepting to forget Why should I linger here? A dead leaf from the frost of a long-forgotten year? Hopes keep falling And the Pain goes on I try to scream my name But the words just pass on through the air These are words of deeper sorrow Then the wails above the dead I’m lost in the shadows Drowning in grief and pain Many faults defaced me Words from me are vainer still But the thoughts we cannot bridle Force their way against our will Bitter and cold The shivers now suddenly unfold As a drop of silence Quietly I begin to fall
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Safe in the wounds Accepting the lies Rejecting the truth Complaining of attitudes Forsaking the smiles of joy Blinded by love Buried by hope Expecting answers from tears of repentance Afraid of pain Afraid of moving on Avoiding the symbols Pushing back the clock In this circle spinning in the same direction Trapped in the same vice of regret I see fire in liquid shape As waves that come and go Run to your safe place And lock your doors I’ll remain in darkness Rending and twisting my dreams. Fettered to the past life Composing the moments from an empty page Reaping the wounds to feel alive And enclosing the ghosts inside Reflecting my broken mask in the sky I rip out my clad skin. I’ll be safe in the wounds As the days turn dark I’ll be safe in the wounds While I stay away from you
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Bleeding Scars Years have passed without any memory Words, colors and scents try to revive What have been erased from my mind It’s not your tears that bring the sorrow You can’t deny what have been written in your eyes Walking through melted faces By the flames of lies I follow the fading shadows Of your blinding past Your bloody hands, drenched in egotism Are pushing me into the darkness again It’s not your tears that bring the sorrow You can’t deny what have been written in your eyes With lies you may go ahead in the world, but you can never go back My scars have ceased to bleed Now I see everything with clarity Fear dims and disappears The empty, absorbent words
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Messages were left The future has not been written Our painted past is withering away The sound of death is coming faster We have become defenseless against ourselves They've erased all connections to the past But as hard as they try They can't erase our dreams, our nightmares Of those memories that are pushing The human race to the brink of extinction Messages were left from mass political violence Executed by very rational, pragmatic means Technologies designed for killing Generic engineering put the power to destroy in the hands of evil Every generation seems to imagine the world is about to end But we have reached a critical phase in our life Fighting to live and willing to die There is no option but to face your fears We’ve altered the conditions of life on Earth In ways that we never intended We have to realize we are our own enemy So we are the ones to blame The bloodiest century in human history
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It's Time We all can see the lights in the sky So bright that burns our eyes Have you ever heard how death sounds like? The day has come for us to live under its domination In a place where suffering and pain prevail Surrender to the deafening sound of silence Unchain your soul as you turn to dust Time is drifting away Where is your god now? We join together as a human shield To protect the world we built. For the World, the war is finally over. But for us, The suffering continues

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released September 29, 2014

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